Why is that I am finding it soooooo difficult to even approach ?
Have I lost my game ?
Should I get committed to my One-itis ?
Why do I miss my LTR so much ?
Should I quit the game ?
Would I be cool with it later, if I quit the game now ?
Is my game affecting my work ?
Am I gaining anything at all (if not qualified women) by playing the game ?
992 other similar questions are invading my thoughts. And I am damn confused. It feels like I am just a waste of space and resources on this planet. Feel like my 'quest' is taking away too much of my time and energy.
In any quest there will be problems. Probably a million of them. One thing that I have learnt by experience. Whatever is the problem there is a solution. Only thing that I have to ensure is to 'hang on tight' till I get the solution.
But amidst all these questions I know one thing for sure; "I want to be good at whatever I play". And definitely "I won't quit the game, till I get the game". You call it stupidity/stubbornness/being adamant... It doesn't matter to me. I know what I want, I know it clearly and I am going to get it.
i. From my initial days I grew some game. My game took a dip while I was in l.t.r . Then I started this blog and used to updated it regularly and my game started improving. Then for some reason and/or laziness updating the blog didn't happen that regularly... and the game dived into the depths of darkness. Probably its a good idea to script down my thoughts and put it down here. I guess its gives me a much required direction and strengthens my beliefs.
ii. First ten minutes is the most important time in the field if u are in hunter mode it better to open any damn set in first time minutes. Otherwise 3 second rule is good I guess.
iii. Concentrate on the bread-and-butter work. One area of the life certainly has effects on the other. So, if your game isn't going good. Try and be the best at your work. It requires lot of concentration and dedication to be the best. But when @ work no thinking about game or any other distraction. Get the best of the work. And sarging will definitely give the best. Amidst work make some time for sarging regularly.
So things u gotta do.
i. Concentrate on work. Be your best.
ii. Best time to do anything is NOW. Open ASAP.
iii. Update this blog regularly.
PS: If I sound confused in this post, then probably I am.
